¤It's a crazi wurld¤

a new journal

2005-04-15T15:50:36Z

hey yawl i got a new journal its like this one kinda...its: wunluv4gotten add me guyz! love ya!

confused

2005-04-15T14:02:48Z

its a frickin friday and im stuck at home...argh! it sux so bad! i wanna go see my baby boi! but owell im gonna see him 2morrow anyways...well since im at home i decided that i should work on my journal since its really crappy lookin...and well its too complicating for me! haha... i want somethin really cute..like rubber duckies n what not i LoVe rubber duckies..and the color yellow so if any1 is willin to help then comment k! well im gonna go find some more ways to edit my journal! love yawls!

blah...

2005-04-11T21:15:08Z

well yeah im sittin here at home talkin 2 pplz on msn messenger and well im bored cuz there is never nething interesting 2 talk bout really...but yeah i got back from my aunties yesterday...i ended up goin to that lil fest thingy..it was alright...i went on that freefall shit..it was fun cuz im scared of heights...but yeah and then i went on a rollercoaster that went upside down like a 4354982 times...yeppers..its was fun...and then yea..today my sister and brother and me all switched rooms...it was alot of frickin work but it was fun cuz my parents werent home so we just fooled around..but yeah i went on PHV today and i just happened 2 c nate! haha yeah we go back out.. wOOt wOOt...im glad yep yep...hopefully things will work out 4 me this time...idk tho whatever happens happens...and then i came on msn messenger and then i get to talkin to nic...and he finds out that i go out with nate and then has the nerve to tell me that he was gonna ask me out..shiet..he always does that shit...he likes to play games..i know how he thinks thats why i likes to mess around with his mind...shiet he thinks hes playin me shiet better think twice BIATCH but yeah i still love him lots ;)...well yeah its like 10: 15 and im gonna go and watch a movie with my sister!

<3 Dreama

goin' crazi

2005-04-08T16:11:46Z

im here at my aunties house in nürnberg...i love my family but it sux cumin over here..im always left by myself..haha...my cousin is my brothers age so its ok that way i think my parents just have me come so i can chase the twins around..but this time im not so that next time they c that im no help so then they'll let me stay home..yup...damn i shud have thought of that b4...man its takin me 4ever to type just this lil bit this keyboard is hard 2 type on cuz its alot different the keys are all switched around..anyways theres a fest here but its not like i can go its all rainy and i dont feel like gettin sicker...and i dont wanna go by myself...mayb i cud find myself a cute lil german..shiet yeah right...omg on the way here nate called me on my cell phone and told me that he made a big mistake by breaking up with me..lol...he said that he still liked me n what not..i knew he would come back 2 me :P nah i shud have been like ok so...but i still like him so im pretty happy that he came around..yup yup...well thats just prolly just gonna b the highlight of my weekend...ugh..its spring break and im stuck sittin around i need somethin 2 do i wanna go home and chill wit mai friends! i wanna go 2 the club..meet sum new pplz...yea yea yea...i told mario i just wanted 2 b friends...i feel bad..hes all sad ..he said that hes never gonna date a girl since hes goin to iraq he doesnt think he'll b comin back..chea..he'll back...well my stepdad is bitchin so i g2g! mwahz!

another day

2005-04-05T18:42:36Z

today was an ok day..hehe...school was the usual found out that im failing two classes and last day to turn anything in is thursday so yeah i pretty much give up owell though! after school was ok...i was plannin on ridin the bus home until brad came and snatched me and told me to come on...we went to go get mario at work..and well after that it was all drama..i felt like i was in elementary school again...mario couldnt even tell me he even liked me in person he had to beat around the bush so i just had to finish it up it was crazy haha he might as well have wrote a letter and put check yes or no..it was cute though i guess but i told him that i didnt wanna go out with him....i mean hes cool and all but i just met him friday and he says that he really likes me..idk i think thats kinda awkward..and then i hurt his feelings so on the drive home hes quiet like the whole time and looks like hes gonna cry *awe* and then calls me later and tells me that he has a surprise for me...hmm...i guessed what it was and it turned out to be a cell phone...shiet i would not buy some1 a phone especially if i just met them a couple days before..but he says that he wants to be able to talk to me and since my other phone locked up and i was too lazy to go to the store and get them to fix it then y not i cant complain 2 much..haha...i feel bad though but i didnt force him 2 do it so its all good...oh my sister got a car! hell yeah..cant wait til we go 2 the club 2gether...i wanna c her dance...haha funny...im grounded even longer...my mom sucks she just cant take my spring break away..i wanted to go to Europa Park too...hopefully she'll feel bad 4 me so mayb she'll change her mind...well im gonna go cuz i gotta study! much love!

I wanna do that AGAIN...

2005-04-04T07:16:54Z

what a weekend..so much fun where to start? hmm...
Friday...
well friday i went to PHV and met up with christina at her house and just chilled there 4 lil bit and we waited 4 bryant and mario to show up so we could leave and go have a lil fun....well then nate shows up...haha we didnt even talk 2 each other tho...owell..so then they show up so i just tell nate ill c him later...i felt bad tho 4 ditching him..and yeah then we just chilled and went to Hitlers Hangout...it wasnt as scary as i thought it would be...got up there and just smoked a lil hah..that was fun..anwe just drove around and then came back to PHV and stayed in front of the movie theatre and then some1 shows up that i was supposed to meet up but i stood him up to meet with my other friend and well he was pissed and then Nate walks up and just ignores me the whole time pretty much...and well we go 2 c the movie Alone in the Dark and well Nate confronts me and says all this shit...about how he didnt wanna break up and like haha you could tell in his voice he was gettin frustrated and what not it was all shaky but yeah i was fucked up 4m smokin so i wasnt payin much attention 2 him so then he got mad and broke up with me...damn..haha he was tellin me over and over that he didnt wanna break up and then he went and told his friends that he wasnt takin my bullshit anymore..that was low...owell...and yeah then i just watched the movie and it really sucked but i didnt care cuz i didnt pay 2 get in..

Saturday...
mario picked me up and then we met up with christina danielle and brad at McDonalds just sat there and talked...it was ok...and then we went downtown we were gonna go 2 the castle but no1 felt like walkin...and i dont remember what else i did that day but..

Sunday...
Mario picked me up and then we went to Hockenheim and went to the racetrack and i was in his car racing while tara and christina were in brads car and bryant was in some other guys cari think his name was ziggy idk..but yeah ziggy and mario kept switching places in first brad stayed in last the whole time..haha...but then we came in 2nd cuz mario spun out...that was some scary shit...so then after that we were gonna go 2 the aquadrome but instead we decided to go paddleboating...haha christina and me were in one boat then there was bryant and tara in another and then brad and mario in another one..well we were goin down the river and me and christina decide we wanted to jump in just for the hell of it...we felt the water with our hands and it didnt feel too cold and then i jumped in 1st cuz she was scared man it was so cold and i couldnt get back in the boat...i was scared..brad and mario had to rush 2 our boat to help haha...i'd do it again tho...and then christina was thinkin twice about whether or not to jump in so i didnt wanna b the only one all wet so i pushed her in...haha i couldnt get her back in the boat at all...bryant had to get out of his boat n everything...it was so funny...but i felt bad cuz she was so scared....but yeah then after that we went go karting ... it was ok...ppl r mean tho 2 german guys slammed into me...it hurt 2 :/ but yeah by then it was like 10 oclock when we were ready 2 go and i was supposed 2 b home at 7 so i had to think of some lie to tell my mom so i told her that brads car broke down...haha i told her and she still didnt care...so like now im grounded all spring break...it sux...hopefully she'll b nice and let me out of the house...cuz i wanted to go and see B2k...they arent that great but i just wanna C J BOOG well yeah g2g i gotta watch the twins! much love!

another day just waitin...

2005-03-31T16:05:10Z

Hey hey hey...i jst wanted to drop in and say a few things that are on my mind...i got an email from russell today..it made me cry...i miss him so much...i cant wait to see him again he is my world! i love you baby! well i have lots of homework 2 do so im gonna go pplz back in alabama i love you so much! ill c u soon!

la la lala la la

2005-03-30T17:51:47Z

man o man im so bored there is nothin 2 do..no1 is on AIM or MSN well that i wanna talk 2 i wanna talk 2 my baby boi russell but it seems that he isnt gonna b gettin on anytime soon..so i thought i'd just write in this..aye..todai was ok same ol bullshit that happens everyday man in english haha i finally did my work...i havent done any work like all year so it was like a shock to my teacher n shiet...it was funny i was quite *proud* of myself actually... ;) like my friends are all talkin about committing suicide? how depressing is that...some ppl are just crazy especially these folks they got it all and they just take shit for granted and wanna throw it away like its nothin crazy crazy crazy....man i wanna put some pictures up but this shit is trippin and it wont let me..**argh** spring break is a week 4m now so far away it sux cuz every1 back in the states is already out...and on top of that we only get one week..thats some bs right there...I AM SO TIRED of HEIDELBERG HIGH SCHOOL all these damn bomb threats...we've had like 2(thats alot when u have to stand around for like an hour or 2 with nothin to do and u have 2 sit in the same damn spot with ur teacher k) i wanna go back to daleville....even though nobody liked me there haha thats ok..i dont care...my baby boi russell is there...and the beach..hehe.. and ALI..( i miss her so much my bestest friend in the world) and jj and them made a frickin PT team that sux when i leave they do that shit..i wish i was back HOME...thats the only real place i can call home...oh well...ill b back soon...hopefully...well im gonna go cuz im gonna go write my paper 4 la clase de ingles...and catch up...mwahz..luv yawl!